My Letter to you

Your soul is not deprived dear.....Our soul is deprived....I am sorry I hurt you a lot coz I was disturbed.



You don't loose your hope, you are my strength.

I wanted to say one more thing, I had many crushes in my life( or you can say I had many Loves), but no one ever loved me, or if loved, never showed me,( Or I didn't let them do that)

But first time I loved someone & is loved as well. So I don't want to lose you.

I agree that their should be no expectation in love, but hope should be there. Aakhir dono hi "Umeed" ka dusra naam h.

I don't know ye expectation h ya hope, par h koi Umeed.

I remember that day, when your parents denied our relationship, I could see you lost 100% of your battle , & today when my parents are showing SIGN of deniel you lost 90% of you battle.

I don't know If I am a week person who is lost battle after thinking of life after 10 Jaunary, or you who has put down the weapons before it.

I will fight it till 10 january, because I respect myself & I respect my Love. Perhaps you would be more happy with your spouse & with your kids in a small house somewhere close to heaven. Possibly I will be more happy after marrying a handsome & mannered guy & living a bindaas life.

But I will have that sense of realization that I fought our battle my first Love battle( which might have given me a complex life, unfaded memories, unending unconsious dreams) with my true tears & my full madness at least.Try to Fail but don't Fail to Try.

A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave.


True Love is a feeling which is considered a sacred & not everyone in this world is blessed with it, everytime. & God has chosen us to be blessed with it. We should not let ourselves to turn it into a curse.


Yours I
31/12/2009