International mail ;-)

Hi MM,

Good to hear from you!

Yes I am living far away from my parents, but I am enjoying it because all my years I have lived with them & one should face all situations of the life, They will not be there with me always. Some years later I will be a mother too, but I believe your love should not be a shackle for your children, I love my parents & their love is there in my heart. You know in India we give much repect to our relations. Even arguing your parents is considered as a work of spoilt baby.
You know in india Love marriages are still not easy, suppose boy's & girl's families are not happy, they can even sacrifice their love or they will first wait for their family's consent & then will marry, else will never marry.( In many of the cases, some are exceptional too. I am not saying each indian is like that, all countries have good & bad people)


I googled your place, I could see it :-)


I don't know how I missed your mail? Sorry for the late response, you are always welcome.

& yes travelling by bus is a nightmare, india is having world's IInd largest population & middle class people go to their workplace by buses only , I am fortunate enough I use office cab. Yes I competes my graduation in Electronics & Communication engineering.( Please don't ask Engineering questions :-))

Bye & take care



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From: MM


I was just wondering how far you live from where you work and I understand you catch a bus. Isn’t it nighttime there? Do you still live with your parents? Did you have a college education? If you want to see where I live you can Google my address and see my little house, my address is 3101 Duncan; St. Joseph, MO 64507. I live about 15 minutes from work and have a car. I take my daughter (13) to school and then come to work so it takes me about 15-20 minutes to get here in the morning. St. Joseph is about 76,000 people and we have Missouri Western State University here which is less than 5 minutes from work which is why I can attend classes during the day. Our address here at Sara Lee is 5807 Mitchell Avenue, St. Joseph, MO which you could probably Google also, never have but it might show you the plant that we work.

Alright that’s enough question for now, I’ll inquire with you more later. If you don’t want to answer any of the questions you don’t have to I just like to have some background and be nosy. LOL that’s probably the only shortcut language I know. Have a nice evening! mm

Happy Women's Day!!! :-)

Is it Happy women's day or "Happy" women's day, i mean those women who are happy???

Okay lets ponder deeply over it, Is merely celebrating this day, will make a women happy? Is the world giving a women all pride, she deserves?
Yesterday, my sister told be an instance about a working women who was posted in a village. "She used to live alone there & her relatives too used to visit her less often, now each night men used to make a queue outside her room, they used to follow her, used to knock the door , used to comment her."
This put me into a thought, how miserable a women is, in India."Happy Women Day!"

Another instance, In a news, two days back, a 9 yrs old girl was raped & assaulted atop the terrace in a police colony.
So you see these culprits don't even bother about a female's age."Happy Women Day!"

I recently read an article too, stating - "Men staring a woman chest, increases their heart beat & is a good exercise & good for there health",( Ok! Now I got, behind every healthy man there is a healthy woman- Great Idea! I will advice them a more accessible way of doing this

They should always keep their Mother along with them, i mean if they want to stay healthy)


Please STOP doing all this drama of making women happy! We want respect for 365 days, a single day can never make us Happy........

"Mat ched kisi aurat ko, bada paap hoga,
yaad rakh tu bhi ek din, kisi beti ka baap hoga"

My Letter to you

Your soul is not deprived dear.....Our soul is deprived....I am sorry I hurt you a lot coz I was disturbed.



You don't loose your hope, you are my strength.

I wanted to say one more thing, I had many crushes in my life( or you can say I had many Loves), but no one ever loved me, or if loved, never showed me,( Or I didn't let them do that)

But first time I loved someone & is loved as well. So I don't want to lose you.

I agree that their should be no expectation in love, but hope should be there. Aakhir dono hi "Umeed" ka dusra naam h.

I don't know ye expectation h ya hope, par h koi Umeed.

I remember that day, when your parents denied our relationship, I could see you lost 100% of your battle , & today when my parents are showing SIGN of deniel you lost 90% of you battle.

I don't know If I am a week person who is lost battle after thinking of life after 10 Jaunary, or you who has put down the weapons before it.

I will fight it till 10 january, because I respect myself & I respect my Love. Perhaps you would be more happy with your spouse & with your kids in a small house somewhere close to heaven. Possibly I will be more happy after marrying a handsome & mannered guy & living a bindaas life.

But I will have that sense of realization that I fought our battle my first Love battle( which might have given me a complex life, unfaded memories, unending unconsious dreams) with my true tears & my full madness at least.Try to Fail but don't Fail to Try.

A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave.


True Love is a feeling which is considered a sacred & not everyone in this world is blessed with it, everytime. & God has chosen us to be blessed with it. We should not let ourselves to turn it into a curse.


Yours I
31/12/2009