I don't know why I share my feelings when I am in blue mood......
well, It's raining outside in the dark amidst the night, again I am sitting lonely & thinking something.
Sometimes it feels as if why god is always doing this to me only???why someone loves somebody so much with the core of heart, despite knowing that that person is only playing with your emotions. why he do that to you,which he doesn't wish to happen with himself?? why someone don't want to understand you, & expect to get himself understood?? why there is so much of difference??? why I feel he will come for me one day, when I know he'll never???why this heart waits for him, why??? is it because I am hopeful or I am a foolish, an emotional foolish?? why I am wiping my tears whole night for the one who has given me that salty water??? why my heart is lying to himself??? why my eyes see his dreams every night, when I know these are going to be shattered one day??? why there is a smile to talk about him, why there are tears to think about him???why a lie is always sweet & why a truth is always bitter???Why I am writing this, deceiving my eyes from sleep, when I know this is not going to end???why there are so many questions in my heart, when I know there are no answers to them???
Dont say hello when you mean good bye,
dont say its the truth when its the lie.
Dont hold my hand when you really wanna let go,
dont say you have matured when you did not grow,
dont hug me when you really wanna beat me,
dont say you read me like a book when you cant even see,
dont say you love me when you really loathe me,
dont say you wanna be there but you never cared,
dont come to my funeral say I’ll be missed,
when all you feel when im dead is nothing but bliss,
dont worry I wont be there,
I know dont care so now its fair,
Live on your life while I end mine,
dont you worry about me in the dark because im never fine.
I know you never loved me it was too good to be true,
As yours was never there as mine grew.
I’ll find a way to make you smile,
even if im dead or gone for a while.
I wish it never dawns, I wish It keep raining to give me company.God pls listen to me this time.
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